My 17th Birthday ♥
posted on Sunday, 29 September 2013 @ 11:28 | permalink
Hey Guys,
Well today I'm finally gonna post about my 17th birthday!! Yayy!!
So here's what happened,
we all met up after Jordan ended school and then later i think we went shopping? I can't really remember what happened, fast forwarding to the evening timing, we went over to Shiraz! It's this place that you can drink and smoke sheesha, it's at Clarke Quay which is really fun you know?
Hahahs anyways, we went over and started smoking and drinking. Cindy's Boyfriend was there so he went to secretly told the waiter that it was my birthday today and asked whether they could do something special for me, in the end, they got their own belly dancers to bring me to the middle of the place and she danced in front of me!! I was so in shock I swear!! They gave me a huge glass? of Tiramisu!! It's was really sweet of them :3 My friends, can't remember if it's Nana or Eugene, filmed it so I'm just gonna show it to you guys here alright? ;) But in the video, i'm like a stone so if you were hoping that i'd go crazy, i'm sorry! Anyways, afterwards we headed to Doll House at CHIJMES to drink a little before Jordan & I left to cut the cake with my family back at home! We met up with Guo An, Cavan & Amos on the train home and the 5 of us went home to cut the cake while Cindy & the rest was still at the Doll House!! Well Jordan & I cut the cake together!!! Reason being, my birthday is on the 17th September while Jordan's birthday is on the 18th!!!! WE ARE SO MEANT TO BE BESTIES I SWEAR!!!! Anyways, after 12 Jordan went home, Guo An, Amos & Cavan stayed over at my home and we had our long time heart to heart talks and all. It's cute how even though we haven't met in a while, we could still talk about anything, i respect friendships like that! :) Anyways, here are some pictures of the night!!
Here are the people who came!
Jordan, Eugene, Nana
Cindy, Eileen & Shermaine!
I didn't take a picture with Cindy's boyfriend cause that was the second time i met him and it would honestly have been weird!!!
MaiTai was my choice of drink for the night!
The sheesha flavour was i think Grape Mint & Apple if i'm wrong!
Cindy's boyfriend was really nice, he ordered 3 Jager Bombs for the september babies!!
Eugene (7/09), Me (17/09) & Jordan (18/09)
Anyways so this is what happened on my birthday!!
It's basically 2:30am in the morning now and i sadly have school tomorrow!! :( (screw ITE)
So goodnight now!!!
Bye guys!
Goodnight!
SweetDreams! Short Rant About BGR
posted on @ 10:13 | permalink
Hey Guys,Recently I had a lot of heart to heart chats with all my besties whether it's a guy or a girl.
I’m obviously not gonna disclose their names and I didn’t blog about
them so stop guessing.
Just Saying, I'm not directing this entry to anyone.
But the thing I’m so frustrated about is..
WHY DO PEOPLE(GUY/GIRL) HAVE
TO MAKE THINGS SO GOD DAMN COMPLICATED????
I mean, isn’t school and your own lives already complicated enough?!
Look, I get that somethings people do or say, is based on their own
decisions and I respect that, but the thing is, well for me actually,
There’s only 2 things in a BSG/Love/Liking Someone.
But somehow, be it human nature or not, people can complicate things!!
Why is that?
What’s wrong with being all YOLO and shit when it comes to BGRs?
Maybe I’m being naïve and believe me, I tend to think of things as
simply as possible but personally I don’t think/like to complicating things. It
makes my brain hurt. L
I’m more of the type that just falls hard and obviously get hurt but
that’s the hmm not the fun in it, but that’s the price to pay I guess? Not saying
that I’m willing to pay the price of getting hurt, but I’d rather enjoy the
person’s company than worry and overthink about every tiny thing they’ve done.
But I guess that’s the bad thing about BGRs right?
Anyways, all I’m trying to say is,
You only live once, if you wanna court someone, just do it, don’t worry
about what people are gonna say, if you like someone than just be with them
ignore the circumstances and lastly ignore what others say about your
relationship cause it’s your relationship, not their relationship so screw what
people say and do what you want.
And lastly,
STOP MAKING THINGS SO DAMN
COMPLICATED, IT'S SO ANNOYING!!!
Thursday to Saturday Overview!!~
posted on Saturday, 28 September 2013 @ 03:56 | permalink
Hey Guys,#NowPlaying - Baby I ,Ariana Grande Just saying, My new favorite word is "Legit" <3 :3 Well, I know that I only posted an entry on Wednesday, but I'm bored & I'm in my bestie's (Brenda's) home, and we're having our annual heart to heart talks and well, we're now blasting clubbing songs which are like DABOMB!!! Here's the cute part, we coincidentally met one another at Orchard yesterday! Like, legit, we had no idea that we both were at the same shopping center (Orchard Centre)!! Her boyfriend was there with Gavin and Clarence, I was there with Jordan to have some Manhattan Pizza! Sorry guys, i didn't take any pictures with anyone there so.. yeah :( I'm legit such a epic fail when it comes to blogging, i know :'( Anyways, having Manhattan Pizza, Jordan & I went over to H&M for a while and then head back to Hougang, I went over to HuiFen's home along with Johan & Jason! :) I swear... SengKang is like the most confusing place in Singapore!!! EVERY FREAKEN HDB LOOKS THE SAME!!!! :((( What's worst is that I have legit no sense of directions so I was SCREWED!!! :'( Anyways, don't think kinky, we just went to slack for a while waiting for Rosie to end her work! After that, Rosie met us at Monfort (Hougang Area) and we walked home from there! We called Siona down to meet us too and they had a sleepover at my home!^^
Johan, Rosie and I were having heart to heart talks while Siona was sleeping! We hung out till 6am I think and then I walked them to their bus stop which is basically Siona's house (near Monfort) and then walked back home, showered & slept! I woke up at 1:25pm today and end up here at Brenda's home!^^ It was fun, heart to heart talks and epic times! But still... I'M SO FREAKEN STRESSED!!! SCHOOL LITERALLY STARTS IN ANOTHER DAY!!!! OMFG I'M SO NOT PREPARED FOR IT!! :(((( SCHOOL!! CAN YOU JUST GO AWAY?! LEGIT, YOU ARE ANNOYING >:((( Okay.... After this short rant, I feel less annoyed by like 0.1%.. Hais, anyways, I'm now at the airport to fetch my dad! But the rest of my family is late so... I'M SO ALONE NOW!! :'( Oh gosh...I'm legit being such a baby right now. Anyways, shall blog about what happened on my birthday alright? Either tonight or tomorrow! Promise! ѕєє уσυ gυуѕ ℓαтєя!!! вує :3 Wednesday Funday
posted on Thursday, 26 September 2013 @ 06:43 | permalink
Hey guy, Now Playing - Honeymoon Avenue, Ariana Grande It's been a while since I've updated so here's the update on my life. :) Well, I feel a lot better now thanks to all the love and support from my family and friends, so thank you all! <3 Hmm well, I guess I should tell you guysbout Wednesday right? Well, I'll do a overview of what happened on my birthday and a special post for Jordan's birthday which is like the day after my birthday! We're like so meant to be besties I swear!!! Anyways, for this blog, I'm just here to share that on Wednesday, I went out with my cute bitch, Brenda<3 !! Well, basically, we met up at Bugis, and being a typical fishball (me), I was late for an hour!! My time management is horrendous, I know... *facepalm* *apologetic face* Anyways, after we met, we went around searching for what she wanted, which sadly failed, so we decided to have Starbucks & head to Orchard, we ended up having Starbucks at Cathay Cineleisure to update one another an update on what's going on with our love and what's the latest gossip and stuff, you know, girl stuff. After that we basically went around looking at clothes and stuff! Just saying I saw this light blue poka dot bustier dress!!! *drooling* I'M SO IN LOVE WITH THAT DRESS I COULD DIE!!! #JustSaying Here's a pic of it, sorry, my face is just...eww, but omg my tummy looks worst! But it looks so cute in real life!! Probably getting it next week! If I do, I'll let you guys know!! There's another one I really wanna get!! It's the Rolling Stones pattern and it's so cool that I can't even deal!! Hopefully I can get that too!! *fingers crossed* and that my friends is how you basically lose your one week allowance!! But it's totally worth it!! Well, enough gushing about those two dresses, continuing to what happened, We headed to Far East and basically went crazy looking at clothes while talking, it's really been quite a while since we've met for a full on heart to heart talk even though we basically see one another EVERYDAY!!! You gotta be in the mood for that ya'know?! With all jokes aside, meeting up with her was really fun!! Here's a look at our selfie!!! (Notice the word "selfie" doesn't have a "s" at the back? Well, she was being a camera shy bitch! :P Hahahs anyways, here's the picture! Bye! :3 Saying Goodbye
posted on Sunday, 22 September 2013 @ 12:32 | permalink
Hey Guys,*Note* I highlighted, split and categorized the paragraphs so that you guys can read it conveniently Thank You I know that recently I sound really moody and basically really shag either on Twitter, Instagram or when I'm WhatsApp-ing any of you guys and I'm really sorry if I haven't really been my bubbly and bimbotic self, but it really does hurt to know that someone I really truly loved is now gone, and I thank all of my friends for the whatsapp messages and tweets for sending me your condolences and all the messages to stay strong. I do honestly appreciate it. From having some family financial crisis to my birthday to something that happened between my friend and I (which until now I don't really understand what happened) to this, I can honestly say that emotionally, I've in fact reached rock bottom. But I know that after the rain, the rainbows and sun shines will come back again, sound childish, believe me, I know, but it's true so I guess it's alright right? Memories Anyways, thought that I should really post this, sorry if this entry is like super long but I really want to get this off my chest. I'm not sure if this is gonna make much sense to any of you out there but it kinda does for me, or maybe I'm just weird~ #justsaying To be honest, I'm still trying to adjust to the fact that he's gone. I don't know how long it's gonna take to fully recover and I doubt that I'll ever actually "recover" from it. I'm not the type of girl who can really write out some extremely sweet message about how much I miss him and I don't really know how to put it into words but all I can say is that the reason why this hit me really hard is probably cause he was the one that basically raised my younger brother and I (my younger brother and I stayed with him from Sunday night to Friday evening when we were toddlers) and I remember that everyday, he would tie my hair into two braids really tightly and cook the same dishes everyday, porridge, eggs, hotdogs, fish and veggies. Everyday it was those for lunch and up till now, no one has ever cooked the same type of porridge or hotdogs like him. He'd fetch my younger brother and I to school almost everyday (sometimes my uncle Jeremy would) and somehow my younger brother and I would persuade him to either let us play at the playground before heading home or get him to allow us to buy sweets from the mama store or 7-11 around the corner. He'd teach us his version of 'kung fu" Am I the only one? I mean, it came at me so suddenly and even when I was standing in front of his coffin, standing right in front of him, it felt so surreal to me, maybe I was in shock or maybe it haven't officially sunk in to me that he was really gone, but seeing him laying there literally killed me inside, it's like having a huge chunk of your life being torn out of you. I don't know how many of you have ever felt like this am I really the first one to feel this way? What happened on Saturday Anyways, on Saturday, the last day of the funeral, we put my granddad into the lorry or truck along with the coffin and stuff and went off to a temple (I'm a Buddhist) at Bishan, I don't know what it's called but honestly, I've never cried so hard before, we had to push the lorry/truck from the void deck till near the main road and then went to the bus where they'd bring us to the temple, when I got on the bus, my younger brother sat next to me while I was at the window seat, we were both, along with my family crying our eyes out, and when we finally reached the temple, we went toward this corner next to the monastery where they had this place for people to go and do the rituals before burning the bodies. That's when, for the first time, I saw my mum crying hysterically, it really hurt bad to see my mum lose it. We did the rituals in tears and when the metal doors opened as the coffin was pushed in.. that was the final blow. My younger brother and I lost it. He hugged me and the two of us cried like the world has ended.. all the memories, everything. my dad hugged us both trying to maintain his voice telling us "don't cry ok? This is life". After a while we went to see his new "spot" next to grandma's "spot" I've never met her before, she passed away before my mum and dad got married, but from what my mum said, she was a really nice lady, an awesome cook and all, my mum would tell me stories from when my aunts, uncles and her were growing up and how funny she was. But even though I've never met her, I somehow still feel close with her. But I guess she'd be happy, now that my granddad's with her. But still, I miss him. Well, I don't really have anything to say now and it's really "early" now, say close to 3:30am? I'm gonna try to blog soon if possible. Bye guys, thanks for reading, I'm really grateful for all the love & support from everyone. <3 Emotional Wreck
posted on Thursday, 19 September 2013 @ 03:05 | permalink
Hey guys, sorry that I haven't been updating and I promise I'll do one post about my birthday celebration and Jordan's birthday celebration.But today, I really want to post about this and it's about my grandad's passing. He passed away this morning and well here's my point of view of what happened. Last night, I slept around 4am? Reason being that I was being an idiot to myself and asking myself pointless questions and wondering whether I should ask my friend about it, I'm not gonna say what question it is or who that friend is but anyways, I did in fact ask that particular person. But at 7am this morning, my younger brother woke me up and told me to quickly get dressed cause my grandad has just passed away, or rather, he was found on his bed lifeless. I literally sat on my bed for a couple of mins in shock and just suddenly burst into tears, I haven't stopped crying since I woke up till I reached my aunts' home. When my brothers and I stepped in, there were two police officers and a forensic, cause they had to make sure that my grandad's death didn't have any foul play, my aunts pointed to the walkway and asked us to see him for the last time... My younger brother and I came in to see him under his blanket, head on the pillow with his mouth wide open, to be honest, up till now the image is still fresh in my mind. When my brother and I saw him, we almost immediately broke down to tears and walked to my aunt's room and balled our eyes out. We sat at my aunts home for a couple or hours while the adults were deciding how they wanted the funeral to be, while tears just couldn't stop flowing. Around 12pm two people came to take my grandad's body to do his make up and all and by the time it was 2pm we went down to the void deck to get started with the rituals and prayers, that was the last time I saw him, I mean, tonight and tomorrow night till Saturday, I can choose to see him in his coffin but honestly it'll be too hard to watch, walking pass his bedroom is already an ordeal for me though. Closing to 3? I received an answer from my friend but to be honest, I didn't know how to respond and I don't think I was in the mood of thinking about it. Anyways from then till now and till tomorrow morning, I'll be at the void deck for the "wake" and well, I'm tired as hell but I don't know what else I can do. Anyways, here are the two pictures of my grandad and I. Signing off here cause, I don't really know what else to say other than I miss him so much and I love him like crazy, it's like a huge part of me died and I'll never forget all the times I've spent with him. But one thing's for sure, this year or this week rather, freaken sucks. My birthday was awesome, and the minute after 12am struck, it's like my life was flipped upside down. I swear, this week I've truly tasted the meaning of Emotional Rollercoaster. And honestly, screw it. Friday the 13th
posted on Saturday, 14 September 2013 @ 08:49 | permalink
Hey guys!
I know it’s been a while since I posted an entry so here goes another
one!^^
Anyways, let me start by saying I’m sick as hell right now and I’m not
sure whether I’m gonna make any sense in this post cause of the drowsy medicine
so please forgive me if this post makes no sense at all!
Hmm, continuing to what happen this week, well, let’s just say it was…HELLISH!!!
Why? Well, cause it was our freaken exam week and well, let’s
just say I wasn’t prepared at all. Strange enough, this whole semester, I didn’t
feel like studying at all, and well, sitting next to my bestie, Brenda,
definitely did not help, but this week, I literally slept let than 5 hours
daily until Thursday. I went to analyse the questions before studying and
thankfully, everything I studied for came out! :333 So I guess you can say I’m
a lucky bitch!
Hahahs anyways, during this whole week of studying, I got
addicted to Starbucks!! I mean, I literally became addicted to that place and I
couldn’t get enough of the Green Tea Latte & Passion Tea !!! Totally in
love with it!!
Honestly can’t get enough of it!!! :3333
Anyways, on Friday the 13th, I went out with Clarence! He's cute, so yeah~ :3
We went to Cineleisure to watch this movie called The Purge, which was…Sadistic
as hell!!!
It’s nice but, omg I can’t believe how annoyed I got with the boy from
the movie he’s such a burden I swear!!!
Anyways, after the movie, we went to eat EwF (Everything with Fries)
and then, walked from Orchard Central to Suntec!! Which is so freaken far but I
like walking so it was fun? :D
We went back around 9:30pm? I can’t really remember but all I know is
that I reached home exactly at 11pm (my curfew) so it was alright!^^
Well, this concludes my week and date so, Goodnight everyone!
Hope you all had an awesome Friday the 13th!!!! Monday's Blues
posted on Sunday, 8 September 2013 @ 20:50 | permalink
Hey guys!Sorry for not posting for so long! I'm a busy & lazy girl!!! Anyways, i'm in the library now!~ So i guess i need to make a quick update then! Hope my 2 index fingers can type quickly!!! By The Way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE!!!! 5 years of our friendship with love, arguments and epic moments has made our bond stronger than ever!!! Thank you for being there during my meltdowns, my broken heart and making me laugh like crazy all the time!!! Many unforgettable moments with you & the rest, you guys will always be an important part of me! <3
Eugene!! <3
Here's everyone who went!
The Birthday cake that Jordan & I baked for 6 freaken hours!!
Just saying, the rainbow cake was heavy as hell but so freaken delicious! <3 :3
The food was... alright?
BUT TOTALLY OVERPRICED!!!!
While on the MRT with Jordan, Shermaine & Guo An! :D
Funniest cute girl, Eileen <3
Handsome Muscle Man , Mr.GuoAn!
And who can forget 2 selfies with my ultimate bestie Jordan!! <333
Honestly, it was a blast, Even though i didn't get to take a selfies with Jenny & Shermaine,
still, love them all! Super fun times, Hais~ Memories!
Honestly after i met them, i missed secondary school so much!!! Those still studying in secondary school, all i can say is, CHERISH ONE ANOTHER BEFORE THEY'RE GONE!!!!
By the way, today's the first day of my menses...NOT CUTE OMG!!!~~~
The cramps are killing me~~~
Anyways, I'm gonna go off now!~
Bye guys! I'll honestly try to update you guys more!!!^^
Toodles! <3
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