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Belated Thursday & Friday post
posted on Saturday, 8 November 2014 @ 06:21 | permalink
I think I'll post every 2days from now on, I mean my life seriously isn't that interesting. Anyways, yesterday I was seriously pissed off by someone who shan't mention due to the reason of that person is not worth it and I will not dwell on it. However, I would like to take this opportunity to tell people not to be mean to others just to get what they want. Do you know that the person will feel bad about themselves over your snide remarks? The remarks could be about anything and I mean ANYTHING. It could be about their facial appearance, fashion sense, weight etc. I mean seriously, why? Are you insecure about yourself that's why you want to make others feel bad about themselves? Do you not have any personal style? Whatever your answers are I can honestly tell you, I really don't care and I think you're ridiculously rude and ignorant to say that. Who the hell made you the boss and gave you the rights to talk to people like that? I'm not going to say that I'm an angel but I sure as hell have never said things like that to people. I used to have this childish mindset that if someone already has it I can't have it. But it changed at the start of the year thanks to Jordan and Rosie (their constant nagging on my wrong mindset helped). If you wanted it, just get it, I'm fine but to tell me I've bad fashion sense and all just cause you want to get it is just really awful and plainly rude of you. You're freaken 18. GROW THE HELL UP. And yeah,I have a tendency to be very vulgar or sarcastic when I'm pissed, but every single damn thing I say is nothing but the TRUTH, no lies, no twisting of the story, no personal attacks but plain TRUTH. I've come to the end of my Thursday. So on Friday, my bottle arrived!! *heartshaped eyes* It's pretty normal and a little mainstream but I like it! So I woke up at 1pm today feeling pretty awesome brought my brother's dog Carmen to my mum's room and found a huge splinter pierced into her flesh!! I was so shocked cause when I first stroked her, she whimpered and I was confused by why she whimpered but the second time I stroked her I felt the splinter, and I was so shocked! I panicked a little and decided to just pluck it out. She was such a good girl cause she didn't whimper or struggle, I kind of think she knew I was trying to help her. But it took a lot of strength to take it out! Here's the picture of the splinter! Huge right? After that took a shower, cause initially my mum and I wanted to go to the gym and at the same time I was contemplating to meet Crystal, Rosie and their friend, Alicia. But I didn't go to both cause I decided to go to the gym with my mum instead, so I rejected the offer to meet them. However the gym plan didn't work out as well cause we didn't have enough time. But I did work out at home though, so I guess it's alright, right? Anyways, tomorrow's Saturday so I'm probably going to work out and study for this Monday's O'level Science MCQ! I'm going to bed now! Goodnight everybody! Chilled Wednesday
posted on Wednesday, 5 November 2014 @ 08:37 | permalink
Hey guys!Sorry I didn't post anything last night, I didn't have anything to post!
Anyways,
I FOUND MY CAMERA!!! Actually I had it for a couple of years already but I couldn't find my battery charger and I couldn't cannot my memory card to the computer cause I didn't have a wire. #fail But what matters the most is that I found all my stuff! However, even though that camera is pretty ancient (2005) the photo quality is awesome!!!! *heartshape eyes* I took a few selfies but I can't post them cause I look hideous but I'll post one soon! Anyways, I went for a job interview today at Mono Yono, I love the place! It's so vintage and really cool! But I don't know which outlet I'm posted yet cause I haven't gone for training yet! But even though I haven't started working, I'm already calculating my pay and stuff and I can't wait to start working! I'm just so excited! The one thing I'm excited to do when I get my pay is to bring my family out to a nice restaurant to treat them, after that I really want to go for a buffet with my close friends!! I know it's weird cause most girls are excited to get their pay so that they can get more clothes, but for me I'm more interested to buy food! Besides, I want to get toned before I get more clothes! But trust me, me wanting to bring my family out and having buffet with my friends, will NOT stop me from getting my ideal body!! Anyways, I'm going to bed now! Going to gym my with my mum, aunt and younger brother tomorrow morning!! Goodnight! After a long hiatus
posted on Monday, 3 November 2014 @ 08:51 | permalink
Hey guys!!
I'm back after a super long hiatus due to my O'levels and laziness I didn't update the blog and I'm truly sorry! But do you love the new layout though?
Anyways so if you have seen me within this whole year you'll realise that I've grown so much fatter!!
That's pretty depressing, but since I'm free till my O'level results are out and hopefully i can go to poly (hope republic poly does) I'll spend all the time I have to get back my previous body or hopefully an even better figure! But through the healthy way of course. I tried starving myself once..it lasted a day cause I was so freaken hungry and I honestly couldn't take it.
I went through a period where I was super healthy-ish (still ate a some snacks here and there) and lost a little weight. But not this time!! This time I'm serious, I'm going to give it my all and try to tone up! I'll be updating my daily routines and gym work outs and stuff.
I know I'm not some work out guru or a role model or whatever, but I just want to share with you guys what I'm doing and my progress, plus..well this is my blog so..I kinda get to post what I want so..yeah.
I'll probably post a picture of what my hideous body looks like now and what it'll look like every month! By the time I reach my goal I'll do a picture video collage thingy! So you guys can judge away cause I'll do my best to reach my goals!
I've a really tiny face and so when I gain weight, my face gets really fat real quick and my cheek bones aren't really defined but when I was a tad bit "skinnier" it was a little defined but not now cause of the weight gain it just looks very..not cute. I would love to show my full frontal picture but it looks too awkward so I don't think I will! (sorry)
It's 12am now in Singapore so I'll start everything immediately after my O'levels are over (13nov)! But I'll let you guys know if I work out within these next few days!
Goodnight guys, thank you for reading and I hope you guys will support me through this journey!
Short Rant: PEOPLE
posted on Thursday, 30 January 2014 @ 12:03 | permalink
Hey guys!Sorry for putting my blog as "private" during this short period of time! Was trying to fix up my blog with a new template! It was suppose to be 2 hours worth of editing but i kept procrastinating plus my two typing fingers didn't help much in the process! Made an Ask.fm widget so that you guys can ask me questions! So don't be shy! Anyways, I HOPE YOU LIKE THE NEW LAYOUT & ALL!!! Hmm ok, back to the reason why i wanted to post about this instead of the normal "how was my day" & "recent events" kind of post! (Will update you guys with one soon!) So today's post is about people. Well, since i'm a girl, i'll obviously go through the more socially intense way of getting to know the society. Meeting people with ulterior motives or people with a just a full on evil heart is never easy. Which really pisses me off cause i know that i'd never do anything to hurt them yet they go full speed ahead with the plan of hurting me or spreading rumors or stretching the god damn truth. Like dude, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING??? I swear, people are really messed up now a days! But i'm just gonna post about the 3 types of people i hate the most. Reason being, my butt's a little sore from sitting on my bed at the same position for the past 2 hours & that it'll take forever to write about every single type of people that pisses me off, so...yeah...shall only pinpoint 3 types! 1)The Truth Stretcher On a scale of 1~10 of how annoyed i'll be, probably a 5? Reason being that sometimes i'll find it a little entertaining cause i wanna know how far they can stretch. But i swear, when it's something related to me, i'll be like "Dafuq?" I mean if it's the truth and the ONLY truth about me, i'm fine cause i'm not really ashamed of being who i am. I know myself well enough to know what i am & what i'm not capable of.
2)Hypocrites
I'd love to use a baseball bat to shove it up the persons' ass if i could.They walk among us...you might be surrounded by them but you'll never know cause they're extremely talented at acting. They're besties infront of you and *BAM* the talk smack bout you behind your back. People like that...deserves a high 5 to the face. But i won't lie, at some point in time, i've been hypocritical to some people out of politeness but the type of hypocrites that i'm talking about are the masters at it, worst still if they have an innocent face. The type of people that you really need to observe very carefully and you'll only know what kind of shitty person they really are. That's when the phrase "don't judge a book by it's cover" comes in. Those are the kind of species that i really don't get. If someone treats you as a bestie or a "sister", why the flying fuck would you do that to them? After a few days of thinking bout the possible reasons for that particular f*ck face, i've round up to these few possible reasons.
3) The Liar Maybe an 8/10 on the "pissed off" meter for this one but an occasional 10/10 will come around if the truth is define's someone else's life. Ok, actually this one annoys the hell out of me. But don't get me wrong, I've lied a lot of times too. But mostly to my parents so that i can sneak out but never about something serious which i know will alter someone's perspective of someone else. Because i'd never need to do that, the action says it all. And what i hate most about me finding out about my close friends lying to me, is not only the things they lie about but the excuses they come up with like "oh, i'm sorry, but i've never trusted anyone before that's why i lied" or "i was afraid that you'll judge me that's why i lied". LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL F*CK???? Don't even give me that kind of crap when you know i don't judge and that my lips are always sealed if you tell me something important. You know me too well to know i'm not that type of person and i always tell you the truth about myself, whether or not it's something embarrassing. So why the hell would you do that? I never judge my friends, especially my close friends or "sisters", since when have i done that? i just sit and listen. So don't find excuses for yourself. It's annoying. Anyways, Ive come to the end of this entry. Hope some of you guys find it relatable! Let me know on my ask.fm! Thanks! See you guys on my next entry! Bye!~ Social Failure
posted on Saturday, 18 January 2014 @ 07:55 | permalink
Hey guys,i'm so sorry for not posting after so long, i just got lazy and well, laziness is one of my horrible traits. I checked & it seems like i haven't posted since 17Nov13! Well it's been exactly 2 months & a day and boy have things changed! I'll try to make it a super short and sweet entry! So for those who do not know, I'm taking my private O'levels now! If you're wondering why i didn't continue and advance to higher itec, is cause my results suck... there's no other way to say it other than it sucked big time. I'm not gonna tell you how bad it is cause it's embarrassing so yeah...damn i suck... Anyways, just to let those who're contemplating on taking up your private O's, i'll just let you know that it isn't easy! As in financially & family wise. Why? Well, financially, it's gonna cost a bomb! As for family wise... it kinda depends.. it depends if your family is the super supportive type or not. Unfortunately, mine isn't. So it took me the whole of December to think of a way to let my parents know about my decision and trust me... it wasn't easy breaking the news to them. I told them about it on the 3rd of January. That was definitely one of my most f*cked up days so far but i really hope that it'll be worth it. But overall, i'm grateful that my parents overall respected my decision and supporting me financially. I know I've a lot at stake so I'm really gonna pull out all the stops and try my best to do really well for my O's! *determined look* I'm studying at Dhouby Ghaut's BMC branch now so i'm basically taking a 20 minutes train ride to school everyday which SUCKS!!! Cause my ezlink card is now adult fee so I've to waste $20 a week just for transport! (I need to go to Jurong East every Thursday for Business Studies) Hais~ This ridiculous transport expenditure has to last till the mid of February i think... that's when my new student ezlink card comes out.. *sad face* Well, here's the more suckish part... I CAN'T MAKE ANY FRIENDS IN SCHOOL *depressed face* I've no idea why... i just suck at being human i guess. i literally spent the first week of school asking myself "are you guys the ones that are weird or am i just weird?" i think the final conclusion is that...yeah, i'm the weird one here. it's so weird cause i've never really been a social outcast till now. I mean i get it, i'll never be the popular girl and i'm fine with that but me being socially outcast-ed is kinda new for me. i mean, i literally feel like an alien 75% of the time in class and the other 25% i'm just telling myself that it's alright not to have friends cause i'll be able to focus better in class.. But after last week's experience in an new environment, i've truly never dreaded school till now. The stress of trying to chug things into your brain, having no friends in class at all & the constant pressure and nagging of needing to do well for the exams is honestly too much to bare. I won't lie but i've cried myself to sleep a couple of times and it's not even the first month of school yet! But i'll have this constant voice in my head to tell me to carry on and study harder so i guess it's not too bad right? Anyways, it's just 10 months before saying bye to everyone so it's alright i guess. On the brighter side of news, i did make a new friend yesterday, her name is Navitha & she's nice so it's gonna be okay i guess. *smiley face* Anyways, here's a song that listen to whenever i'm feeling down. watch the music video! it's cute! And well, the song itself is nice to just take a listen! Gonna update more from now on! gonna post bout my recent activities soon! Hope I haven't completely lost all my readers! Thanks for reading! Bye! Eileen's Birthday / 10year Anniversary / KITTENS / Studying with Johan & Davis
posted on Sunday, 17 November 2013 @ 22:43 | permalink
Hey guys,#NowPlaying Ariana Grande - Lovin' It I know that it's weird that i'm doing two entries in one day , but i'm gonna try to post one entry! Well cause the previous post is what happen 2 weeks back and this entry is what happened last week! So much happened!! Once again i've split up each event by the title! Eileen's Birthday! Well on 11.11.13, it was Eileen's birthday! But we celebrated it on 13.11.13 instead! On the 13th, wednesday, Eugene and i skipped school and met up with them at 2:30pm at Bishan MRT. From there, we took the train all the way to Bukit Batok, which is like the other side of Singapore!!!! We went on a wild goose chase trying to find Nook! It's a super cool place where you can do DIY pancakes which was DELICIOUS !!! *heartshape eyes* Well, I sat at the same table with Jordan, Eugene & Shermaine, while Eileen sat with her boyfriend and Mavis along with her boyfriend. The place was sooooooooooo cool!!!! We started to get really kinky and drew dicks & vagina's and Miley's ass! *epic laughing face* Hais... sadly i didn't to take photos with damn (I'm such an epic fail, i know) But here are some of the pictures!!
^Vagina^
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Eugene's Teddy Bear!
Hearts
Anyways, we went to Katong after that for a Karoake Night!! That's the place! There's a lot and i do mean A LOT of maids there so yeah, a little crowded!!! GuoAn met up with us there, after a while, Jenny came and we surprised Eileen with 3 tiny super adorable cakes!!! #sweet After that, around 10:40, Jordan, Eugene, GuoAn and I took a cab home together! Well, when i went home, i was kinda late plus my parents sort of had an argument and yeah... (Don't know what to say) But overall, that day was sooooooo fun!!!!! Missed everyone so much cause we don't get to see one another a lot! *Sigh* 10year Anniversary Well, on 14.11.13 was Jordan and my 10year friendship anniversary!!! We were broke by then and I had school! well, i think i skipped school that day cause i was too tired + i think i ate some cough syrup the night before! (I'm a sick girl) *sad face* But we met up at night so that Jordan could have his dinner at Subway! He was so sweet!! His made cupcakes and it was delicious!!!!
it was honestly so sweet of him to bake the cupcake cause he was having a fever on that day :(
Love him so much!!! #BestieAward
Kittens
Ok, to start about the kittens topic, we have to go all the way back to Eileen's birthday celebration! Cause when i was walking home, i saw the Mama cat breastfeeding the adorable kittens and i was like "awwww!!! Imma come over tomorrow and feed you all!!!!" *heartshaped eyes* I've been feeding them ever since that day! But everyday before i go off to feed them, i'll worry about whether they would still be there or not! I'll worry every night when it rains cause i'm afraid they catch a cold and all... I honestly, wish i could just bring them all home!!! Does anyone want to bring them home ? *sad face*
There's more than 3! I think a total of 5?
The Mama cat, 2 black kittens & 2 grey kittens!
The Mama
Caramel
(I named her that, i don't know why but she's just so cute that
i think that she should be called Caramel! You know, something sweet!)
If anyone wants to come along with me to feed them, tell me!!!
Studying with Johan & Davis
Well, on Friday after school, Johan , Davis and I went to Compass Point to study POA, we legit studied for a while and finished our work before heading to Punggol Billiard, but we didn't play billiard though, we went for a stroll and than hung out for a while till 7pm before heading home!
While they took a bus home (they stayed at woodlands, and i stay at Hougang) i decided to walk home from there, cause it was sort of near my home and i kinda had a walking mood...(i'm weird, i know) while walking, i went into this super dark and freakishly scary dark road where it's surrounded by the trees and literally had no light at all!!! The lamp post wasn't working and there was barely a soul around! People was either cycling really quick to get out of there or jogging with someone and there i was! An idiot in blue uniform who could barely see anything trying to find her way out *facepalm*.
I got really scared and called Jordan cause i needed company and i literally ran so fast out of the place!
When i finally got home, i went to boil some fish to feed my kittens along with some milk!!!
They were so cute and they ate alot!!! But overall it was so totally worth it!!
Anyways, i've come to the end of this post!
Cya later guys!!!
Happy Birthday Eileen! / Small Announcement / Halloween Horror / School Aquarium / Study Date / Riding A Horse
posted on @ 20:46 | permalink
Hey guys!#NowPlaying 棒棒堂 feat -苦茶 I'm sooooo soooo sorry for not posting up a new post recently!!! Was super busy and moody and well still obsessing about Pretty Little Liars! Ok, i get that my previous post is super lame and i'm sorry! Well this is gonna be a super long post so bare with me here! I separated it according to the title! So you're welcome!!! *Epic face* Anyways... *Pic*
Happy Birthday Eileen!!!
You're finally legal!!! May all your wishes and dreams come true and
hope you last long with him!!! *smirkface* <3
Can't believe I only have one picture of us together!!!
Small Announcement
Well, most people don't know this and well the only ones that know this are my friends but unfortunately
so does my mum... It's this really tiny thing called smoking, and yeah, i'm a smoker... BUT! NOT ANYMORE!!!!
Reason being, my mum caught me, so i'm screwed basically, but she gave a one last chance and well, i'm gonna
legit stop smoking from now on. So yeah...finally got this off my chest!
Halloween Horror
Well, Halloween is obviously over but i'm just gonna post about it anyways!!!
On Halloween day, i had school...*sigh* But after that, Jordan and I had a little bestie movie date!!!
We went to catch the movie Thor 2 which was really funny and super nice!!!
We had Pizza Hut afterwards, but i didn't take any photos....(I suck as a blogger, I know)
Anyways, the following day (Saturday), I went out with Rosie at noon to Bugis and met up with Shuting
at Scape around the evening till, well the time when we needed to go home!
It was so freaken funny!! We went to a Haunted House at Scape which literally scared us shitless!!!
We were so cute i swear!!! We didn't dare to walk and we were like literally screaming the whole time!!!
And on Sunday...
My aunt was super nice and she treated me to the Universal Studio Singapore for Halloween Night which
was legit one of the scariest yet funniest (funny because we went with my aunt's bestie's cousin & brother who
are just sooooo funny!!!) i've ever been to!
There was so may scary shits that happened and i just couldn't stop screaming!!!
I swear!!! I'm definitely going next year with my friends!!!!
School Aquarium
Skipping to Wednesday, my class went on a class outing where we went over to the Sea Aquarium at Sentosa!! We were split up into two groups for the tour but in the end, being the rebellious kids that we are, we just disappeared and wander off on our own! I was with Jason, Jeremy Philemon, Zul & Rahimi the whole time, we were laughing at literally everything!!! Overall I'd say that the school trip was so much fun!!! Here are some pictures!!!Study Date Forward to Saturday, I met up with my super Bestie, Jordan and we basically went to study at Starbucks at Hougang Mall, It's basically my second home now!!! Going back to Thursday & Friday, I had super high fever, sorethroat & cough which nearly killed me... hate being sick *sad face* anyways, we basically spent our time there talking and gossiping about everything!!! But in the end i did study a little so "Yayy me!" Ridding A Horse Well, on Sunday 10.11.13 I went to Punggol to ride a horse with my family!! But in the end, the only people who was riding the horse was my younger brother and i! But it was so fun though!!! Unfortunately for me, my horse was super rowdy which meant i had a hard time controlling it!!! *epic sad & terrified face* It was sort of a family day i guess? Haven't had a family day for a long time! Everyone's too busy!!!
Excuse my cat head!
My face was too epic to be seen!!! Anyways , Thanks everyone for reading my super duper late entry! I was being so lazy that i didn't have the mood to write and entry!!! Check out my next entry alright?! ☮ |