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Short Rant: PEOPLE
posted on Thursday, 30 January 2014 @ 12:03 | permalink
Hey guys!Sorry for putting my blog as "private" during this short period of time! Was trying to fix up my blog with a new template! It was suppose to be 2 hours worth of editing but i kept procrastinating plus my two typing fingers didn't help much in the process! Made an Ask.fm widget so that you guys can ask me questions! So don't be shy! Anyways, I HOPE YOU LIKE THE NEW LAYOUT & ALL!!! Hmm ok, back to the reason why i wanted to post about this instead of the normal "how was my day" & "recent events" kind of post! (Will update you guys with one soon!) So today's post is about people. Well, since i'm a girl, i'll obviously go through the more socially intense way of getting to know the society. Meeting people with ulterior motives or people with a just a full on evil heart is never easy. Which really pisses me off cause i know that i'd never do anything to hurt them yet they go full speed ahead with the plan of hurting me or spreading rumors or stretching the god damn truth. Like dude, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING??? I swear, people are really messed up now a days! But i'm just gonna post about the 3 types of people i hate the most. Reason being, my butt's a little sore from sitting on my bed at the same position for the past 2 hours & that it'll take forever to write about every single type of people that pisses me off, so...yeah...shall only pinpoint 3 types! 1)The Truth Stretcher On a scale of 1~10 of how annoyed i'll be, probably a 5? Reason being that sometimes i'll find it a little entertaining cause i wanna know how far they can stretch. But i swear, when it's something related to me, i'll be like "Dafuq?" I mean if it's the truth and the ONLY truth about me, i'm fine cause i'm not really ashamed of being who i am. I know myself well enough to know what i am & what i'm not capable of.
2)Hypocrites
I'd love to use a baseball bat to shove it up the persons' ass if i could.They walk among us...you might be surrounded by them but you'll never know cause they're extremely talented at acting. They're besties infront of you and *BAM* the talk smack bout you behind your back. People like that...deserves a high 5 to the face. But i won't lie, at some point in time, i've been hypocritical to some people out of politeness but the type of hypocrites that i'm talking about are the masters at it, worst still if they have an innocent face. The type of people that you really need to observe very carefully and you'll only know what kind of shitty person they really are. That's when the phrase "don't judge a book by it's cover" comes in. Those are the kind of species that i really don't get. If someone treats you as a bestie or a "sister", why the flying fuck would you do that to them? After a few days of thinking bout the possible reasons for that particular f*ck face, i've round up to these few possible reasons.
3) The Liar Maybe an 8/10 on the "pissed off" meter for this one but an occasional 10/10 will come around if the truth is define's someone else's life. Ok, actually this one annoys the hell out of me. But don't get me wrong, I've lied a lot of times too. But mostly to my parents so that i can sneak out but never about something serious which i know will alter someone's perspective of someone else. Because i'd never need to do that, the action says it all. And what i hate most about me finding out about my close friends lying to me, is not only the things they lie about but the excuses they come up with like "oh, i'm sorry, but i've never trusted anyone before that's why i lied" or "i was afraid that you'll judge me that's why i lied". LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL F*CK???? Don't even give me that kind of crap when you know i don't judge and that my lips are always sealed if you tell me something important. You know me too well to know i'm not that type of person and i always tell you the truth about myself, whether or not it's something embarrassing. So why the hell would you do that? I never judge my friends, especially my close friends or "sisters", since when have i done that? i just sit and listen. So don't find excuses for yourself. It's annoying. Anyways, Ive come to the end of this entry. Hope some of you guys find it relatable! Let me know on my ask.fm! Thanks! See you guys on my next entry! Bye!~ Social Failure
posted on Saturday, 18 January 2014 @ 07:55 | permalink
Hey guys,i'm so sorry for not posting after so long, i just got lazy and well, laziness is one of my horrible traits. I checked & it seems like i haven't posted since 17Nov13! Well it's been exactly 2 months & a day and boy have things changed!  I'll try to make it a super short and sweet entry! So for those who do not know, I'm taking my private O'levels now! If you're wondering why i didn't continue and advance to higher itec, is cause my results suck... there's no other way to say it other than it sucked big time. I'm not gonna tell you how bad it is cause it's embarrassing so yeah...damn i suck... Anyways, just to let those who're contemplating on taking up your private O's, i'll just let you know that it isn't easy! As in financially & family wise. Why? Well, financially, it's gonna cost a bomb! As for family wise... it kinda depends.. it depends if your family is the super supportive type or not. Unfortunately, mine isn't. So it took me the whole of December to think of a way to let my parents know about my decision and trust me... it wasn't easy breaking the news to them. I told them about it on the 3rd of January. That was definitely one of my most f*cked up days so far but i really hope that it'll be worth it. But overall, i'm grateful that my parents overall respected my decision and supporting me financially. I know I've a lot at stake so I'm really gonna pull out all the stops and try my best to do really well for my O's! *determined look* I'm studying at Dhouby Ghaut's BMC branch now so i'm basically taking a 20 minutes train ride to school everyday which SUCKS!!! Cause my ezlink card is now adult fee so I've to waste $20 a week just for transport! (I need to go to Jurong East every Thursday for Business Studies) Hais~ This ridiculous transport expenditure has to last till the mid of February i think... that's when my new student ezlink card comes out.. *sad face* Well, here's the more suckish part... I CAN'T MAKE ANY FRIENDS IN SCHOOL *depressed face* I've no idea why... i just suck at being human i guess. i literally spent the first week of school asking myself "are you guys the ones that are weird or am i just weird?" i think the final conclusion is that...yeah, i'm the weird one here. it's so weird cause i've never really been a social outcast till now. I mean i get it, i'll never be the popular girl and i'm fine with that but me being socially outcast-ed is kinda new for me. i mean, i literally feel like an alien 75% of the time in class and the other 25% i'm just telling myself that it's alright not to have friends cause i'll be able to focus better in class.. But after last week's experience in an new environment, i've truly never dreaded school till now. The stress of trying to chug things into your brain, having no friends in class at all & the constant pressure and nagging of needing to do well for the exams is honestly too much to bare. I won't lie but i've cried myself to sleep a couple of times and it's not even the first month of school yet! But i'll have this constant voice in my head to tell me to carry on and study harder so i guess it's not too bad right? Anyways, it's just 10 months before saying bye to everyone so it's alright i guess. On the brighter side of news, i did make a new friend yesterday, her name is Navitha & she's nice so it's gonna be okay i guess. *smiley face* Anyways, here's a song that listen to whenever i'm feeling down. watch the music video! it's cute! And well, the song itself is nice to just take a listen! Gonna update more from now on! gonna post bout my recent activities soon! Hope I haven't completely lost all my readers! Thanks for reading! Bye!
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